Paris! :D

wh y doesnt ur ass talk to me anymore! wtf call me lol 732 0558 i dont have ur number any more

well why do u think that she had a miscarrage i think if she really had one ur supossed to go to the doctors! lol so if she didnt go to the doctors and she fine i dont think it was that but i dont no for sure but thats what i think.. so is gma still acting diff or w/e ..well i was supossed to come up and visit btu my dad wont call me or anything and i even asked neil to have him call me and he didnt so ya i am just pretty sick of my dad like if he doesnt want to just stay in my life then i dont think i want to talk to him or anything. i mean i dont understand who he thinks he is he cant just keep jumping in and outa my life whenever he wants it just doesnt work like that and its not fair to me ... so i am just so over it i am not playing games ughh it just irritates me so much like i just want to hate him but part of me cant idk ...w/e and then theres gma and we no how our relationship is ha...so like i really have have no reason to go there like the only ppl i want to talk to is u and auntie billie.. like i feel lik ei dont have a dad and like i just no gma and gpa like i dont no how to explain they just dont feel like my family and they dont even try is what bothers me i am always the one making an effort and i am sick of it thats half the reason i havent been up but dont think i doint want to see u and billie bc i do but like i said i am dont tryin with them i just give up and the sad thing is i really dont even care anymore... but anyways whats new with u we definetley need to hang out soem time!!! sorry for the long story but i felt like i had to explain myself and why i dont come up

well i just wanna say i dont hate my dad lol but i feel like i sould or something i just dont no what to think i am confussed lol i just dont no what to think i guess ...idk ...i am just numb when it comes to a feelin with idk lol so ya lol but any how can u believe i have kids!!lol but i love it i wouldnt want it any other way its so awsome i cant wait for u to have kids. i no ur prolly not even close to being ready to have kids but it would have been cool if u did and they were close in age like us . but jake i really want to get together soon very soon we always said when we get our license we would see each all the time but we dont but its hard for me bc we only have one car and i have kids and jj works and what not so u have to come see me!!! lol  did i ever tell u i finally got my g.e.d !!! lol finally but i am prolly gonna do some online classes for collage soon well i want to anyways so i can get a job i hate not working but i lve to b a stay at home mom so we will see lol but ya u need to call me or i will call u its been forever but my number is 732 0558

awhhh; gotcha.

you really think your going to drive from there to Fl?

why not fly?

lol yeah of course we are still together.
& that's whats up!

come down!

just got outta jail?!

god; wtf did you go to jail for?
you need to stay outta trouble!

& yes still n FL. :]

i know i like JUST NOW figured out amber had another baby. haha; i'm behind.

well i dont no how gma used to be..so ya i guess i cant picture her being any different then i what i no of her.. but ya holly is like 4 or 5 months prego and she is goin to rehab because she is on probation and she was gettin in trouble alot before she found out she was prego and she was doin heroine and shit and shooting up but she was supossed to go awhile ago but her brother ryan just died i dont no if u member him. ugh it was horrible i went to the funeral and it was one of the hardest things i have ever done idk i feel so bad for them..:( and what do u mean how do u no if ur pregnant? u dont get period and u take a fucking pregnacy test lol and if its positive u go to the docs lol why do u think ur gf is pregnant or something? ya so we havent talked in forver! i always think about calling u but  i dont have ur cell number anymore and i just dont no how to get a hole of u but we might b commin up soon i just dont when yet bc my dad said we have stuff at gma and gpas or something idk but we will see ..so any how what have u been up to otherwise ?

what the fuck ever why the hell were u in jail??? and what dou mean gma is diff how and for now lol ... and my big ol fam is fine lol its pretty ruff tho.. so do u no that holly is prego and she is going to rehab and shit in like 2 or 3 days... but ya w/b